25 Jul 2014

Ramadhan is leaving.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Am finally homee :)

And to be honest, Ramadhan kali ni, it feels kind of different.
Lain dengan suasana ramadhan yang lalu.
All the things that occurred during this blissful month, was the reflection of our own self,
Sebab syaitan semua dah tak ada, yang ada nafsu semata.
Fikir la sendiri, how far had we use the opportunity given to upgrade and embrace our self ?
*gelak sendiri sebab jawapannya untuk diri ni sendiri dah ada, sentiasa ada*

And I learned something too :)
That we should not hold anyone that close to our heart,
That the only pergantungan in this world is only to Allah, only to HIM,
That I am strong enough,
That I am able to survive, given the most nasty circumstance pun,
And it is all thanks to HIM, the most gracious, the most merciful,
And those yang memang sentiasa ada,

*another grin*
Kadang, kita sendiri tak mampu nak baca apa yang ada dalam minda kita,
Kadang, kita sendiri tak tahu dan tak sedar khilaf diri,
Kadang,kita ni bertindak ikut suka hati,
Kadang, kita buat sesuatu kerana duniawi,
Tak sedar pun yang Allah sentiasa memerhati *slap on face*

Okay,enough with the babbling,
Kat rumah, cik pah dah ada,
And currently waiting for the others too,
Umi ayu balik malam sabtu,
Ayah Di ngan Ayah ngah tak sure pulak bila bertolak,
and this year, Ayah su beraya kat sini, hoyeah!

And this year will mark the forth time we have the celebration without arwah atuk and Uda,
We used to have arwah atuk bangun pagi pagi qiam before pergi surau untuk subuh,
We used to have arwah atuk listing the 'rare' foods he wanted to eat during raya,
We used to have him with us, wearing his favorite jubah on that particular raya morning.

And masa balik hari tu, tengok kipas kat ruang tamu, one of them dah tak berfungsi,
And I could not help but to tell umi,
"kalau la uda ada, he will be the one in charge to fix all these"
I don't know why, but it seems that I miss them much sekarang,
Dulu kalau arwah ada,
He was the head of geng main mercun kat rumah ni,
What to do, he is the youngest one, nenek tak marah sangat, haha :')
He was the one yang akan bagi duit raya banyak - banyak, lepas tu mintak balik =_=
for the sake of nak beli something and he said dia tak ada duit kecik,haha.
Ya Allah, I do miss both of them.
Please jaga dia orang baik - baik Ya Allah.
Sampai kita semua jumpa kat syurga nanti.

Selamat hari raya, everyone!


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

16 Jul 2014

Some people..

...Just wont understand

Assalamualaikum w.b.t :)

Because some people just could not get it,
They just could not understand, neither they try,
They just not there to really catch up with what we wanna say,
And they just go all over and misinterpret everything.

But, there would always be some other people that could tell,
even without us telling them verbally,
An eye contact is all what it takes to know what is bothering our mind,

And those people,
when you find them,
Never let they go :)

p/s: The video of a Malay woman scolding the old uncle is beyond insane. That's it. Lack of common
        sense and courtesy, this is what really happening to us nowadays :(

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

14 Jul 2014

Standing up.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Knowing the seniors' result, it ain't that bad,
But, let say it turned out not as good as everyone had expected,
And it seems to be a wake up call to me,
And my fellow Numed-ian candidates as well,
Half the seniors didn't make it, even i know they had tried their best,
Of course, there would be another placement in local universities, but for not getting what we really want all this while must be very frustrating for them,
Even we juniors could feel it.
All in all, congratulation peeps, you have go all out,
And to make it through the IB is not all breeze obviously.
Tahniah to every single one of you, le' IB survivors,
Hats off :)

So, I guess, that's it..
Time to really work damn hard,
To study damn smart,
And not to be forgotten,
The reason behind all this hard life is to please Allah, and only HIM :)

My first x-large picture, smell the desire? ;)

Best of luck to me,
and to you too.

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

7 Jul 2014

Another day coming.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Am currently waiting for 2.00 a.m to come.
Nak guna quota internet to download some important video,tehee
Hence, I thought, why not use this few minutes left to do something good :)

Down the memory lane..

I first met you when we were in form 1,
and you were standing behind the door when I approached you,
you were very very very talkative back then,
and still is.

I love to pretend that I am way more matured than you are,
even we both know how childish I am,
I love the fact that I could be my real self when I am with you,
and I could not be the same Syaza when I was with any body else

You are THAT special :)

for our happy moment

 for always being so patience.

and for every smile you give.

May Allah bless you always,
May HE protects this friendship till we all reached heaven, one day,
Ameen :)

Happy Birthday!!

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

1 Jul 2014


Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Dear you,
I might not be the right person to say this,
I don't have any experience dealing with this kind of circumstance, neither I have faith in it,
but I just want you to know,
you are such a good, nice and kind-hearted  person, even some people may misinterpret your style.
you won't die if somehow the person you hold tight to your heart is  suddenly not there anymore,
you have a complete package of a lady,
smart, brilliant and hardworking too,
hence, I believe you are good enough to contemplate and have a deep think about it,
why all this thing happens during this blissful month of Ramadhan?
May be there is a hikmah beneath all the things happen.

And Allah cakap,
Perempuan yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik,
Lelaki yang baik adalah untuk perempuan yang baik.
And I know you are one baik punya person :)

And yes, I love you too :)

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's


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