21 Dec 2014

Randomness

Assalamualaikum w.b.t






In the midst of stormy disaster, the most tranquil place to be is in the eye of the hurricane. 










It is about being in the middle of hustle
and bustle of daily life and still feel 
peaceful inside















And you can adopt to any situation, 
if you are being exposed to the unfamiliar change long enough, 
say, two to three weeks?











Thank you Dr.
For the wise words

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

11 Dec 2014

Precious

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hari ni dekat rumah Tok nik ada buat majlis.
I thought tu majlis nak naik rumah, sebab rumah diorang pun macam nak siap dah,
But then, bila tanya umi, she said, tu majlis tahlil, untuk arwah Pak Cik Zamri, anak Tok Nik.
Arwah dah meninggal lama, sebab kanser hati, hepatitis B at first, then merebak.
Anak ramai, and yang sulung form 5 last year, kalau tak silap.

And, what make this majlis tahlil so different,
is the fact that it is sponsored by his old friends, ayah nik jadi perantara.
Long lost friend yang memang lama tak jumpa,
Diorang gather duit, and then minta tolong mak arwah buatkan majlis.

Beautiful is it?
Their friendship.
Kita memang tak lama atas dunia ini.
Dan kawan. 
Yang masih ingat, walaupun kita dah tak ada.
Itu precious.


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

8 Dec 2014

Dreamland.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Serabut.
Kelam.
Hitam. Tak nampak arah.

Definisi gusar, takut bagi manusia berbeza, pasti juga tak sama.
Bagi sesetengah kita,
Takut adalah bila kasih sayang Tuhan itu seolah tak terasa,
Kerana dosa dan alpa, malah gembira dalam timbunan dosa.
Takut yang amat,
Sepertinya hilang tempat bergantung, satu – satunya.

Bagi sesetengah yang lain,
Gusar itu pabila kelalaian, hedonisme luarnya seperti tak berkesudahan.
Gusar tentang akhir yang bagaimana.
Gusar ketika memikirkan detik menghadapNya.



Dan aku,
Mungkin wujud dalam lingkungan itu.
Maka,
Tuhan, Ku mohon.
Sudi kiranya Kau zat yang Maha berkuasa atas setiap sesuatu,
Melihat kembali hambaMu ini,
Dengan redha dan kasih.

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

15 Nov 2014

Post-IELTS

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

And the result was out already.
I passed the overall requirement for Numed, but for the speaking part, I flunk.
The entry requirement is of overall 7.0 out of 9.0 band with no individual band less than 6.5, and guess what, I scored 6.0 for my speaking part.

And that's it.
To be honest, i didn't expect to not to pass the speaking part because the writing part was way harder than it. But, that is my result, and I have to accept it. If I was meant to be there, then, I will be there, with Allah's will :)


The hope is still there.
I won't give up on my dream.

~ Ease my way, o' Allah


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

5 Nov 2014

It's time

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Pernah dengar tak,
when people say,
You will only miss the water when the well runs dry,

I feel it,
I feel it now.

And I know I will remain as their one and only little girl,
no matter how old I will be.

Allah bless you, umi baba :')


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

30 Oct 2014

Test.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

There will always be other people whose test is much bigger than you.

True enough.

Tadi IELTS Speaking part.
Cuak dia, mashaAllah.
Rasa macam...tak tahu macam mana nak describe.
Then, tiba -tiba Haziq dapat phone call.
Yang aku rasa dia takkan lupa sampai bila - bila.
Ayah dia meninggal.
Pergi yang takkan kembali.

Masa tu terus rasa macam blank.
Sedih untuk Haziq.
Lagi sedih tengok dia nangis.
Siapa cakap lelaki tak boleh nangis.
Boleh je. Boleh sangat.

Then, terfikir.
Apa sangat la speaking test kau syaza.
Nak banding dengan what he has to face.



May he be placed among the righteous.
May Haziq and his whole family be blessed with strength.
And there is no one that could give them such thing,
But you, O'Allah :')



it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

27 Oct 2014

+ve Vibe

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

When I look around,
and I see how much blessing HE has showered upon me,
How much love over hatred that I have been receiving all this while.



am blessed. I feel like it.
and there is no reason for me to stop hoping.
and believing.

Good luck,
for the IELTS :)


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

25 Oct 2014

Maal Hijrah

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Kadang - kadang rasa macam kosong,
Tambah lagi bila sedar yang sebenarnya hakikat hidup ni kita sendiri,
Orang akan ada, sentiasa ada,
Cuma sampai bila kita boleh harap mereka untuk sentiasa ada.



Yang kekal nanti,
bila kau betul - betul susah,
bila manusia dah tak pandang lagi,
bila kau dah tak ubah macam sampah,
cuma Tuhan.







it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

15 Oct 2014

What a feeling.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

This is a story of mine.
Of a little bit confusion and guilt.
So, tonight, there was an ustaz coming over,
and he was giving a talk on ikhtilat, well he supposed to do a talk based on that particular topic.
but, he went on talking about other fields of knowledge such as aqidah, ibadah and even sirah.
Only Allah knows how hard i tried not to go bored and all because i cannot focus,
and tried not to even question why the topic seems to be diverged into something I cannot comprehend.

I know that everything that the ustaz said is not necessarily be the one that I expect,
I know that everything that he said was from Allah s.w.t and I was meant to listen to that,
I know how much the blessing that was showered on this very night when all the angel are there praying hard on us.

But, sadly, I go all over and just cannot control myself.
Sedih, sebab bila ustaz tengah cakap, i was like, apa yang ustaz cakap ni,
Sedih, sebab rasa macam diri kurang ajar sangat pertikaikan content ceramah even I did it without voice.
Lagi sedih bila syafwan cakap yang ustaz tu memang tinggi ilmu dia, means he is someone really close to Allah.

I was mad at myself and still is.
I could see how I can easily get distracted and influenced by the bad side of my own self.
And I don't know why I write this.
May be to remind myself so that things like this won't happen in the future.
so that I can have a better control of myself,
may be...

Do forgive me ya Rabb.


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

8 Oct 2014

Thought

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

I often questioned myself, why did i do this and that.
and sometimes it is even harder to justify things that I have done.
but, today the question is literally answered.

Ustaz kamal cakap,
kalau kita terfikir nak buat jahat, ingat yang walaupun sekecil - kecil kejahatan, mungkin ianya akan buat Allah tak redha kat kita.
dan,
kalau kita terfikir nak buat baik, jangan persoalkan niat kita, kerana walaupun kebaikan sekecil zarah sekalipun, mungkin dia la yang buat Allah redha kat kita :)

thanks ipah :)

p/s: IB is drowning me down but, hey, now i can learn how to swim better *grin*

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

23 Sep 2014

Captionless

Assalamualaikum wbt

"Ignore je. Lama - lama kita akan terbiasa. Lagipun kita tak tahu siapa kawan kita yang sebenarnya. Kadang - kadang yang kita ingat dia kawan kita, tu la yang sebenarnya bukan" - jay

I just need to write it down, so, i can remember it.
To agree or not to agree is a choice, you decide.

Terima kasih kawan. And now, i know the secret behind your calmness. Thanks again

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

13 Sep 2014

Sacred

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

I hope,
that the one who is meant for me,
is the one who never involves in any kind of relationship,
and the one who are free of thinking about the girl he used to be with,

Because i know,
I can't never bear it,
you know,
To be next to someone but he literally is thinking about someone else.

You call it jealousy,
I call it the right.

And that is what i am fighting for,
to not be in any kind of relationship,
till I meet the one,
the rightful one.

O' Allah,
hold me whenever i am about to fall.



it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

26 Aug 2014

time's up

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

bila aku mati nanti,
aku harap masih ada yang sudi sedekahkan al - fatihah, baca yasin untuk aku,
sebab aku tahu banyak mana je amalan aku selama ni,
aku harap aku masih ada ruang lagi dalam hati semua,
bukan aku mabuk populariti,
mahupun perasan sendiri,
tapi sebab aku harap bila - bila kau ingat aku,
kau sudi lapangkan barang seminit dua, baca lagi ayat suci itu,


bila aku mati nanti,
aku harap maafkan segala salah silap aku,
maafkan dosa aku dengan kau, sama ada yang aku buat secara sedar atau tidak,
sebab aku tahu dosa aku sama Tuhan yang satu itu, aku boleh taubat,
dan aku harap aku sempat,
tapi dosa aku sama manusia, kena settle by words,
dan aku harap ini cukup,
maafkan aku, halalkan segalanya dan redhai perjalan aku.


bila aku mati nanti,
sampaikan salam rindu aku buat umi baba aku,
buat seluruh keluarga aku, adik - adik aku,
sapu tangis mereka, sebab aku dah tak berdaya untuk buat itu,
pegang bahu mereka untuk aku,
kata dengan mereka,
aku cuma pergi sekejap, nanti harapnya berjumpa kat syurga,
kata dengan mereka,
mereka keluarga terbaik yang aku ada,
dan aku sayang setiap satu daripada mereka,
dan aku minta mereka redha dengan setiap kelakuan tak senonoh,
dan aku minta salah silap, dosa aku selama ni dimaafkan,
halalkan makan minum semua semua :)


dan untuk kau yang membaca,
kalau kau kenal aku,
aku harap,
bila aku mati nanti,
bicara kali ini kau tunjuk sama mereka,
insan - insan kesayangan,
yang juga kenal sama aku,
papar mesej ini di laman muka bukuku,
sekali lagi, bukan kerana aku kejar populariti,
kerana itu semua tak bermakna lagi selepas mati,


yang aku harap,
semua sudi mengampuni,
hamba yang banyak dosa ini,
semua sudi mendoakan yang baik baik,
sebagai teman aku,
dalam perjalanan menemui tuhan.

ikhlas,
syaza




it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

25 Jul 2014

Ramadhan is leaving.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Am finally homee :)

And to be honest, Ramadhan kali ni, it feels kind of different.
Lain dengan suasana ramadhan yang lalu.
All the things that occurred during this blissful month, was the reflection of our own self,
Sebab syaitan semua dah tak ada, yang ada nafsu semata.
Fikir la sendiri, how far had we use the opportunity given to upgrade and embrace our self ?
*gelak sendiri sebab jawapannya untuk diri ni sendiri dah ada, sentiasa ada*

And I learned something too :)
That we should not hold anyone that close to our heart,
That the only pergantungan in this world is only to Allah, only to HIM,
That I am strong enough,
That I am able to survive, given the most nasty circumstance pun,
And it is all thanks to HIM, the most gracious, the most merciful,
And those yang memang sentiasa ada,

*another grin*
Kadang, kita sendiri tak mampu nak baca apa yang ada dalam minda kita,
Kadang, kita sendiri tak tahu dan tak sedar khilaf diri,
Kadang,kita ni bertindak ikut suka hati,
Kadang, kita buat sesuatu kerana duniawi,
Tak sedar pun yang Allah sentiasa memerhati *slap on face*

Okay,enough with the babbling,
Kat rumah, cik pah dah ada,
And currently waiting for the others too,
Umi ayu balik malam sabtu,
Ayah Di ngan Ayah ngah tak sure pulak bila bertolak,
and this year, Ayah su beraya kat sini, hoyeah!

And this year will mark the forth time we have the celebration without arwah atuk and Uda,
We used to have arwah atuk bangun pagi pagi qiam before pergi surau untuk subuh,
We used to have arwah atuk listing the 'rare' foods he wanted to eat during raya,
We used to have him with us, wearing his favorite jubah on that particular raya morning.

And masa balik hari tu, tengok kipas kat ruang tamu, one of them dah tak berfungsi,
And I could not help but to tell umi,
"kalau la uda ada, he will be the one in charge to fix all these"
I don't know why, but it seems that I miss them much sekarang,
Dulu kalau arwah ada,
He was the head of geng main mercun kat rumah ni,
What to do, he is the youngest one, nenek tak marah sangat, haha :')
He was the one yang akan bagi duit raya banyak - banyak, lepas tu mintak balik =_=
for the sake of nak beli something and he said dia tak ada duit kecik,haha.
Ya Allah, I do miss both of them.
Please jaga dia orang baik - baik Ya Allah.
Sampai kita semua jumpa kat syurga nanti.
Amin.



Selamat hari raya, everyone!



 


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

16 Jul 2014

Some people..

...Just wont understand

Assalamualaikum w.b.t :)

Because some people just could not get it,
They just could not understand, neither they try,
They just not there to really catch up with what we wanna say,
And they just go all over and misinterpret everything.

But, there would always be some other people that could tell,
even without us telling them verbally,
An eye contact is all what it takes to know what is bothering our mind,

And those people,
when you find them,
Never let they go :)

p/s: The video of a Malay woman scolding the old uncle is beyond insane. That's it. Lack of common
        sense and courtesy, this is what really happening to us nowadays :(


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

14 Jul 2014

Standing up.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Knowing the seniors' result, it ain't that bad,
But, let say it turned out not as good as everyone had expected,
And it seems to be a wake up call to me,
And my fellow Numed-ian candidates as well,
Half the seniors didn't make it, even i know they had tried their best,
Of course, there would be another placement in local universities, but for not getting what we really want all this while must be very frustrating for them,
Even we juniors could feel it.
All in all, congratulation peeps, you have go all out,
And to make it through the IB is not all breeze obviously.
Tahniah to every single one of you, le' IB survivors,
Hats off :)

So, I guess, that's it..
Time to really work damn hard,
To study damn smart,
And not to be forgotten,
The reason behind all this hard life is to please Allah, and only HIM :)

My first x-large picture, smell the desire? ;)


Best of luck to me,
and to you too.


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

7 Jul 2014

Another day coming.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Am currently waiting for 2.00 a.m to come.
Nak guna quota internet to download some important video,tehee
Hence, I thought, why not use this few minutes left to do something good :)

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Down the memory lane..

I first met you when we were in form 1,
and you were standing behind the door when I approached you,
you were very very very talkative back then,
and still is.

I love to pretend that I am way more matured than you are,
even we both know how childish I am,
I love the fact that I could be my real self when I am with you,
and I could not be the same Syaza when I was with any body else

You are THAT special :)

for our happy moment





 for always being so patience.





and for every smile you give.

May Allah bless you always,
May HE protects this friendship till we all reached heaven, one day,
Ameen :)

Happy Birthday!!


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

1 Jul 2014

Confession.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Dear you,
I might not be the right person to say this,
I don't have any experience dealing with this kind of circumstance, neither I have faith in it,
but I just want you to know,
you are such a good, nice and kind-hearted  person, even some people may misinterpret your style.
you won't die if somehow the person you hold tight to your heart is  suddenly not there anymore,
you have a complete package of a lady,
smart, brilliant and hardworking too,
hence, I believe you are good enough to contemplate and have a deep think about it,
why all this thing happens during this blissful month of Ramadhan?
May be there is a hikmah beneath all the things happen.

And Allah cakap,
Perempuan yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik,
Lelaki yang baik adalah untuk perempuan yang baik.
And I know you are one baik punya person :)

And yes, I love you too :)
 

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

22 Jun 2014

kawan sampai mati

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

*Tears rolling down.

Because I miss her so much.
and it has been a while since I last contact her.
I miss listening to her rant even sometimes she speaks nonsense too,ha-ha,
I miss the moment when we share the same thought, and we did not have to say it verbally.
She is the most complicated person to understand, seriously.
Yet, she has an angel-heart,  very kind, very sensible, very thoughtful.

I still remember the very first time we met,
it was for the sake of competition. and we both can't make it,
and it was not the last time for we both went to the same school.
but, yeah, I gave up upon the uprising pressure there.
I just could not help it, could not bear it any longer.
And I knew she understand my decision, I hope so.


And today, in the middle of doing my EE,
I decide to take some coffee break and somehow, end up reading her posts in her blog.
Oh man, I miss u like orang gilak!
I know there are so many people holding you tight in their heart,
and may be, I am nowhere in your heart, nobody to be remembered,
but, i dare to say, I am such a loyal person,
It is hard for me to really love someone,
but when I do, I  do it for the world.
Take my word :)

Dear you,
Knowing you is a blessing in disguise,
I miss you *oh, how many time shall i say this
and I love you too.

May you be bless by Allah swt forever and ever.





it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

16 Jun 2014

Deception.


Lie.
Lie to yourself,
Lie to your parents, your spouse, your friends,
Lie to the whole wide world,
Lie as if no one would ever care.

Be the perfectionist.
Be the whole- rounded man,
Be the one whom everyone love.
Be everything but not yourself.

Hurt isn't?

hell yeah, i know.






it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

20 May 2014

Supriseeee!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Okay, since i don't have much time and this is basically the last week before my examination starts off, i would do this as fast as i could. And this might be a little bit earlier than when it supposed to be, but i hope it works*winkwink

This post is specially dedicated to you,
Yes, you.
Miss Qistina Hanan Binti Johan.

see how cheerful she could be,ngehehe
Hanan,
for the days that we have go through here in KMS,
for every wise words that you uttered to me when I was in my worst condition,
for every laugh and tears we share,
for every minutes of listening to my rambling and nonsense talks,
for every single help that you shower me with,
Thank you.

I know that my life in KMS would be one hella hard without you,
Terima kasih teman aku makan, teman pergi CP, teman balik kampung,
Terima kasih bagi lepak kat bilik and let me left my things there sesuka hati,hahaha,
Terima kasih for accepting my flaws and handling them wisely.

I know you are a good person and i know you will be a great doctor in future,
Always keep that smile of yours and shows it frequently because you never know whose day is brighten by it
May you be bless by Allah s.w.t, here and hereafter, in sha Allah.
And do pray for all 4 of us, so Allah will keep this bond strong till we enter jannah, together :)

Last but not least,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, HANAN!
tuo doh mu,ngahahaha, aku mudo lagi ;)

p/s: do pray for us, our exam is just around the corner. 
p/ss: maaf la tak sempat nak buat sajak walaupun telah lama anda request, ilham tak kunjung tiba,ngehehe
p/ss:  Amira Amaleen, sila jangan jeles,hahaha ;)

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

8 May 2014

Penawar dalam penampar.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

"Dia tu asyik tidur je walaupun dah nak dekat exam. Macam tak kisah langsung" - hamba Allah.

I didn't even know whether those words that she uttered were for me or not, but consider that i was the only person that was 'sleeping' at that time, it hit me like a bolt. Yes, she might not be talking about me, but that was not the point.

After a few while that i was not given the blessing to cry to my Allah, i did it right after that, in my solah.
It is not the fact that i was not expect her to say that to me, because for me, she is a nice girl but, i do cry because the words she said is so damn right. SHE IS RIGHT.

Despite the monster feeling that i have within myself, i was touched with the whole scenario.

Allah sent her to actually wake me up.
that i should have put more and more effort, not actually for the sake of the exam but for the sake of HIM.
Allah is so nice to actually give me the strength to forgive her ( when there is nothing to be forgiven of, if the phrase is not for me) and to actually forgive myself.
He give me the strength through this.

The quote i found when i was walking to pantry after performing asar.

I read it this way,
You do not do evil to yourself when the evil side of you seems to be too strong,
but you deal with it, with forgiveness and kindness.

Thanks o' Allah,
this is all what i really need. I mean not only the quote, it is the whole thing.
I will surely cherish this to the very end of my life.


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

29 Apr 2014

Self talk

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Final dah dekat. Sangat dekat.
Apa kau rasa?
Cuak?
Apa yang kau buat?
Nothing.
Hahahaha*gelak sinis seround.

Kau dah biasa jadi underdog kan?
Angguk.
Kau dah pernah buktikan sebelum ni yang underdog pun boleh setara dengan bintang bulan kan?
Angguk lagi.
Kau nak sejarah berulang? Kau nak rasa balik apa yang kau dah rasa?
Double triple angguk.

Then, do something.
It's never too late to mend. Chemistry tu kacang je pun. Kalau belajar betul betul and tajdid balik niat, aku rasa ok je kot. Kot. Insha Allah.

Sebab Allah tak tengok natijah, Allah tengok usaha.
Dan kalau dapat result best, itu bonus,
atas segala penat lelah kau,
sebab Allah tu Maha Adil*senyum



Sincerely,
another part of you.


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

24 Apr 2014

When something goes wrong.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

When there's something goes wrong,
When our planning no longer works as it supposed to,
When we aren't able to do whatever we long to do,

Remember that everything goes according to Allah's desire,
We might want it in other way than what is really happening,
We might think that every single things that turns out bad is all because of our fault,
But, the fact is, we are wrong.

We make mistakes,
and we learn from it,
That is what we call life lesson :)

...............................................................................................................................................

Ok, call me odd,
But knowing the fact that the seniors are going to finish their study soon breaks my heart,
Call me odd, but I actually love them, they are the best senior I might ever have,
Am gonna  miss my kakak usrah, kak nadiah, semua-semua,
They are too nice and just special to me in their own way,

Sayonara, seniors,
May Allah ease your way,
May you be blessed whenever your next footprint will be.

Love,
Me.








it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

28 Feb 2014

Post traumatic

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

I know it's hard,
to actually steer the wheel back to the right path,
and it's painful either,

But,sometimes dear,you just have to be strong.
because I know you are.
you are strong, stop denying the fact.
look into your eyes,
there are still hope embedded within the doubt.

I know to forget the one that makes you feel like you own everything is the worst feeling ever,
I know that you are having a hard time even you try your best not to portray the fact,
I know that it silently kills you from inside,
I know...
He knows....
Allah knows....

But, to think about it again,
It is worth it,
when you are doing something for the sake of Allah the Almighty,
there is nothing but the blessing that He has to offer you with.

Someday, you will look back to this gloomy evening,
laughing at your own old-self,
laughing loud and the smile will eventually curved.
With or without him...

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

22 Feb 2014

Rindu

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Lihat di sana,
Mereka tertawa,
Riang dalam dunia sendiri,

Lihat di sana,
ada sendu menghimpit rasa,
kelam wajah pantulan cahaya,
parah tenggelam dalam sandiwara ciptaan.

Lihat di sana,
ada manusia hina yang cuba jadi mulia,
namun terus dihina,
cuba bangkit daripada rebah,
walau tiada yang sudi menuntun.

Lihat di sana,
ada awan yang memayungi langit,
tersenyum melambai dari jauh,
menadah hujan tak kunjung.

Lihat di sana,
ada pepohon menghijau,
Ranting nan rapuh,
Dedaun bersepahan,
Hiasan dunia,
yang aku tahu cuma sementara :)







it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

17 Feb 2014

Power of visualisation.

Assalamualikum wb.t

Dream big and believe you could achieve it,
the success will come to you eventually,
smile and walk along,
even when the hope seems to be diminishing with times,
there are always something we could do to alter the whole scenario,
the key point is to believe we could do it,
have faith in Allah,
and trust our own blessed soul,
everything will fall into places, in sha Allah :)

One thing is for sure...
life is ain't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's learning to dance in the rain :)

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Couldn't believe that my little brother is now a grown up teenager,
will be sitting for major exam this year
and, yeaah, life is all about this,
pull the socks up,man.
i know you could do this,
lets make umi baba proud of us,
because i know we can :)

And just to let you know,
wherever you go, brother,
there will always be someone who cherish you,
and hold you tight in her heart :)




it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

1 Feb 2014

Le' me

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

It is always when we think that we are facing the most nasty circumstance, that remind us to HIM.
The moment when we realize that life is ain't about satisfying others,
because it will never being enough,
Remember, studying economic?
the part emphasizing that human's demand is unlimited, compare to the scare resources we have?
Remember?

Dalam pada kesibukan mengejar ilmu,
it's good to know, and actually to recheck, what is our ultimate goal?
our biggest aim to be achieve?
Is it for the sake of duniya?
Or is it for the sake of endless akhirah?
Or is it for nothing but to show how grateful we are for being bless with all those blessing He has showers us with? :)

2 days in Malacca,
Make me realize that they are people who care.
they are people that will accept me together with the flaws i have.
And i am merely an ordinary human being that make a plan.
But, Allah is the one who decides,
Alhamdulillah :)

 2 days in Malacca
Forever in memory, with Allah's permission :)

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

29 Jan 2014

Leisure.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

It's almost one month.
Satu bulan yang kalau lihat semula, banyak sekali ibrahnya.
One month that i will treasure forever.

Betul la,
Allah kalau dia nak tunjuk sesuatu tu,senang sangat bagi dia.
Kita je yang antara nampak dengan tak nampak benda tu.
And i have to say,
I am grateful for endless blessing HE has shower me with now,
and before :)

Thank you Allah,
for keeping me safe.
Thank you Allah,
for showing me the path,
Thank you Allah,
for never give up upon me,
Thank you Allah,
for amazing parents i have,
Thank you Allah,
for leading me to my potential,
Thank you Allah,
for this mesmerizing one month..

O' Allah,
You are the one who have the sole right upon me,
it's you and only you,
You are the one that i should trust and lean on,
it's you and only you :)
 
   guide me throughout this short journey,
   coz i know i will never be lost,
   if Allah is the one in charge,
   Indeed,He is.
A slave of Allah,
A soon to be IB survivor,
A soon to be Doctor for ummah,
May Allah Bless :)


  




it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

19 Jan 2014

Authentic

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

It's a pure love that we are craving for,
nothing beat the flame,
but the one and only harm consequence later on

face it with head held high,
chin up,man.
it is ain't the end,yet.

and everything comes with a reason,
it's consistency that matter most,
istiqamah baq hang :)
May Allah bless our effort,
and grant us with endless hope,
the desire to keep on track,

it's now or never :)

hail the IB95 :)


it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

15 Jan 2014

Home. Again?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

15 days down,
hundreds more to go,
And, yes,nothing could ever happened,
without ALLAH's permission :)
Kun Fayakun,
Whatever will be,will be..

and another yes, I'm home, again :)

Pandang cermin,
senyum.
masih sama, tiada beza.
*hands waving*
Apa khabar iman?
tipikal manusia,
Alah,chill sudah, dah memang sifat iman tu turun naik,no?
*sigh*

Sometimes,it is easier to put all the blame on others' shoulder,
Often did i learned life is ain't all breeze,
come on, it's ain't all waltz,
But,somehow, being negative is not even a choice,
it just come and act like it owns everything,
and i terribly hate it.
every single little things that going on right now,
couldn't be any better without it.

Procrastinating,
believe me, we can't detect it and try to mend everything,
or literally act like we did fix it once,
Just go through it,
and slowly learn to recognize it,
and slowly win over it,
like a boss.

Salam Maulidur Rasul..
May Allah grants us the chance,
to be a better follower of him,
our one and only,
Rasulullah s.a.w :)





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