26 Sep 2013


Assalamualaikum w.b.t

We may not believe or even aware that every single one of us is actually a leader.
A leader for the whole society,
or in a smaller context among our friends in college,
and the obvious yet unnoticeable is for our own self,
Quoted Anisah,being a leader is not easy,not easy at all,
It requires sacrifices from the leader himself,
as well as from the supporters.

A leader without le' supporters is like a tree without its root,
Useless and soon to be died. Pointless.
I am not the right person to be referred when it comes to leadership matters,
I screwed up before,and am not gonna make it happen ever again.
I am a leader,for my own self.
And i believe in this;
to live well or live hell. I choose :)
 WE choose.

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

23 Sep 2013

Short 1

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Life is getting better nowadays,alhamdulillah.
Endless internal assessments,
Not-gonna-be-done-soon English rationale,
Written assignment waiting to be think of,
Not-that-bad- yet not-satisfying results,
Long way to go CAS log and reflection,
Daunting task, homeworks,
Self perception, Fading motivation,
What else?

Kerna aku tahu aku mampu,
Dan kau juga :)

May Allah Ease Our Way :)

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

18 Sep 2013

Le' Damsel in distress

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Currently searching for knight in shining armor.
But,it's kind of impossible to find one. haha
Jujurnya, perjalanan 2 months and counting ini menyimpan memori yang agak banyak.
Kisah orientasinya, roomates punya cerita, hikayat classmate yang masing-masing punya perangai yang berbeza.
Setiap satu jadi peneman diri di sini.
Kalau cakap diri ni happy je semedang,tu memang tipu.
Stress tu biasa,senang cerita. So,kena pandai cari escapism.

run from reality.it's ain't killin'

Jalan ke taman, melantak kat CP dengan hanan, baca novel tak kisah BM atau BI punya version,
Tak pun tidur.
Tapi,you know what, after all,there's one thing that will sooth me down whenever i feel miserable, that kind of feeling when everything seems so wrong...it's surau.
Bukan nak kata yang diri ini budak baik,kerja pergi surau je hari-hari. Tak. Dan sesungguhnya sangat malu dengan kenyataan ni.
Tapi kat sana,there's something so special,
its serenity,the videos they show, the talks.
Thanks Allah for blessing me with a path that not every one is able to walk in.
Walaupun susah,i'll find the way. We'll find the way,together :)
Kerna Allah takkan menguji hambanya melebihi apa yang mereka mampu tanggung. Itu pasti.

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's

3 Sep 2013

Endless Flaws

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Seriously,I miss the feeling I'd when I stand on the stage,staring at people I don't really know,
Those strangers  instead of being a fear factor for me,they end up being the best supporter ever who
 have their own way in showing gratitude for anyone who's standing anxiously on stage,
you'll never know how much your smile means to us,
your never know the feeling we have within ourselves when a round of applause given at the end of the speach.
the satisfaction,the sense of victory,the glory.
you'll never note the excitement and the guts that we must have for there's a sacred desire of being heard,
you'll never feel the adrenaline rush when words are being uttered with the help of high self-confidence,
Unless you try it yourself.
Take a bite from my plate,swallow and speak.

Allah,bring my old self back,please,
i miss being the old me.
the one full of spirit and Esperanza.

Allah takkan mengubah nasib hambanya melainkan dia sendiri yang usaha - unknown

it's okay to be a freak upon one's eyes...just don't be one upon ALLAH's


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